Too many mirrors that reflect you back to you before you know it. Too many feedback loops that you can't ever catch the source of. The scowls on all the faces are there because you started the argument. The argument is that the world is fundamentally opposed to you being here.

But the argument is really the opposite because you are getting back to the source and that is but a reflection, too.

The real argument is that some part of you yet feels that you are fundamentally opposed to whomever or whatever is in front of you, provided they are in the slightest getting in your way of where you are trying to go. Where are you trying to go?

If you are completely honest about it, that part of yourself that is still launching the terrible "anti-Mirror of Heaven" which is but a mirror of your own mad, unexamined desires. And, that part of yourself basically desires to live like a king with no want or need unmet, but provided for instantly by your entourage of servants who agree with everything you have to say. And what's more, anyone who gets in the way of this part of you is going to be met with some kind of scowl.

From there, the part of you that wants to believe you are completely good and perfect and have no lingering anti-christs and outsized inner child egos living inside of you is now also completely ready to believe that the rest of the world is constantly living in disapproval of your very existence--for, each and every scowl that meets your face is interpreted as being the intentions of some Worldmind in this world that you are not a part of or invited to participate in (like in someone else's dream in that movie Inception).

So, you proceed to produce an infinite number of forms. Forms being narratives or constructs of reality that suit your own running narrative--that the rest of the world is somehow perfectly tuned to reject you each and every turn of the way. Forms can be the image you've made of another person--a perfect caricature of some of their worst traits or singular moments you've had with them now comprises their intrinsic identity.

It's a convenient way to never get to know anyone and live, albeit unhappily, alone without ever wondering how or why you got to be this way.

A slightly kinder explanation, one that you've often constructed as yet another form, is that you've somehow been given keener insights into reality and the ways of others, and that it is your mission from God to educate others on how to become better, nobler humans.

But this leads to much the same place--the aforementioned inner tyrant is ready to pounce mercilessly, if only later in your journal, on the other poor soul for daring to enjoy and live their life in a fashion they see fit.

Of course, you have no greater insight into how to be a nobler human being than anyone else. You simply have the opportunity to turn off all of the voices and just listen to the Still Small Voice, the Voice of Love, Natural Mystic, the eternal and True Abiding Form--which has no name but you might call it God or Dao or the Spirit.

The mirrors are tricky because it seems obvious on one hand, like Hendrix--"I took my spirit and I smashed my mirrors, now the whole world is here for me to see.." --then there is all the unconscious crud of learned behavior--safe patterns of engaging with others where it's just easier to exchange pleasantries while tamping down the rising scowl and hoping the Other can somehow see you through the urge to scowl that is overwhelming your facial muscles--to exchange pleasantries but never try to really get to know the other person or talk to them at length.

But, simply saying "today, I am going to force myself to smile more and just tamp that angry sucker inside of me down all day" isn't enough. Faking it until you make it doesn't work here. The mirror is there, regardless. The question is, what are you going to choose to mirror forth at any given moment? No matter how harsh and cruel the actions are toward you from the Other, if you mirror only Heaven, then eventually all of the other little mirrors running around who have yet to get full control of their mirroring abilities MAY start mirroring Heaven as well. But, this is all done through a mysterious process akin to the butterfly effect. You see the results in ten years in the world, but you never get to see their source--no one does.