Mirror of Heaven resets itself each morning. Someone cleans the kludge while you sleep. You fill your head with thought/emotion forms throughout the day, building endless castles made of sand. All it takes is one other person nodding their head in agreement that your castles are actually built out of eternal truths that can never be assailed. Then, you are ready to assemble an army of supporters who agree with you.

Mirror of Heaven resetting itself may be due to something Newton talks about in his Journey of Souls. Some who are in the great beyond are working to restore energy in my badly damaged DNA self.

The DNA self is damaged from day one. It's not the sins of the father so much that you are born with (though they will come soon enough). It's whatever epigenetic memories have been imprinted upon your father's DNA through countless moments of self abuse and age. Kids are born autistic more these days because their parents, especially their fathers (but this applies some for older moms as well), have gifted them with DNA that is far removed from whatever state it was in when the father was peaking from a biological reproduction perspective. In short, having kids later in life in environments loaded with man-made poisons in the water, food, air and soil, creates children who have less vitality, less Qi, to connect their returning souls back to their bodies

Most of life is simply learning to remap your soul to your given current body in the form of "identing" as described by Monroe. Then, once you kind of get it figured out, it's time to get to work doing whatever you were put on earth to do. The problem, of course, is that if you are in a less-than-perfect DNA body (which is pretty much everyone to some degree), then you require more time and attention from others to remap your soul to your body in a way that you can use it most effectively, whether it's finding the right words to speak on your feet when trying to make friends or being able to do complex tasks with find motor skills

Then, you are cast into a world where you are expected often to maximize the process of putting yourself out there. You have to go beyond just getting comfortable in your own skin and finding a groove that allows you to support yourself independently, and if God has willed, reproduce more DNA copies to keep going whatever this thread of ancestral being is meant to be

You are supposed to "make a name for yourself." If you are a man in this present society, it is almost always a fact that you will immediately encounter others (if not your own parents) who tell you this is why you are here and what you need to go about doing. If you are a woman, you are likely told the same thing now, though historically this may not have been the case. Nonetheless, you have expectations put upon you by others to do more, be more, in directions that may or may not align with your original soul's mission

If you have yet to successfully reach a basic level of being comfortable with mapping your soul to your body (and seeing all of the hang-ups and bullshit you've inherited via DNA memories from your parents and how to avoid expressing them outright or letting brute reactive instinct cause them to come out), then you usually seek out a group of like-minded individuals to help you get there, such as a frat or the military. Then, if you can't seem to fit or join into any groups like these, you start to rely on alcohol to help pave the way for you (and many who join these groups nonetheless do the same, of course).

Alcohol provides the means to smooth some of those anxious moments, but you are now training your soul to connect with your body while your body is constantly being additionally poisoned and processing recovery from the poison. So, you basically finish forming your full adult character, ie your socio-emotional self and how it will relate to men and women henceforth, under the constant influence of getting drunk, drinking with a steady buzz, recovering from drinking, and living out the last of the work or school day with the utter expectation that booze will help melt away many of the problems you are faced with when trying to communicate with others (or at least make you briefly feel whole again after a long day of feeling attacked and made small)

If you wake up one day and see just how little benefit alcohol has ever provided, and how much damage is inevitably wrecked on your life when you touch even a few drops socially after work or on a vacation, then you finally realize that now amount of alcohol outside of church communion and the occasional medicinal tincture should ever pass your lips

Long before this day, you have been trying to remove alcohol from your life as much as possible. THC has provided the means (along with a brief stint at the Ketamine clinic) to reduce so much of that "dry drunk" anger that seems to rise up with no alcohol on the horizon to cool it. However, it has its clear disadvantages. Without Lion's Mane, the short term memory loss is pretty unbearable. The paranoia that arises from low-grade Delta 8 (THC-O and the real stuff don't seem to bring this out nearly as much, if at all) can be overwhelming. But, then you learn that it's all a big amplifier, and you will have your thoughts (wherever they are at underneath the "faking it veneer") amplified and your emotions kindled to flames no matter what those thoughts are. So, if you've inherited a lot of nature/nurture paranoia of the outside world from mom and dad (and you have), then those thoughts may get amplified, unless YOU learn how to override them with YOUR Overlord Consciousness

Once you connect with your Overlord Consciousness--that Higher Self that seems to always remain unmoved in the face of petty human bullshit and your own petty bullshit emotional states--you more or less have to choose between two distinctly different options

1. try to be the badass Sigma Male you now know you can be, and ruthlessly start tearing up all in the world that needs destroying and much that may not

2. or try to be Mirror of Heaven. Mirror of Heaven means you hold up a clear and persistent reflecting light of the Door of Heaven you have opened within you to bring you back to this Gateway to the Eternal Self or Great Mother/Father (Dao, Pneuma, Ruach--the interpenetrating eternal Spirit of the Creator)

The choices come up with each moment. You don't get to just state "I'll take door #2 for the rest of my life and then some," rather, you must continually come back to remembering that you are Mirror of Heaven -- a Sigma Male is a Mirror of Darkness, naked ego greed and as such, has declared himself to be cut off from both Heaven and Earth. None who embrace that path seem quite as sure of it later in life after their physical resources are diminished greatly. Most of the aged who treated others so badly seem either completely feral and unapologetic in a way that almost makes them sound like the demons in the demoniacs Jesus healed--or, they become docile children, suddenly wanting to love and forgive everyone.

Mirror of Heaven is a way to get at the Truth of who you are--beyond the present moment and whatever your ego (and its enablers) are trying to convince you is Truth.

The Truth of who you are is baby and old man and all in between, yang AND yin, male AND female. And the Truth of having been, being and to be all different kinds of human beings -- fat, skinny, poor rich, brown, black, white, etc. (and perhaps other beings on strange planets far from here as well)